Gender Feels: So I basically give up on being successfulI justEveryone expects me…
So I basically give up on being successful
Everyone expects me to be this role-model trailblazer trans person
and it’s like fuck that
I’m not even going to be out
fuck all of this
I’m so sick of school
I want to transition in private and live my life and go home to new mexico and…
that’s so awesome.
that makes me tempted to finish school, move to banff or halifax or something, and open up a radical queer bookstore. go kayaking a lot and write weird poetry and not talk about gender ever again.
you don’t need to be a role model trail-blazer person. you don’t have to be that person. it’s tiring and shitty and people don’t thank you for it nearly as much as you deserve.
could I come and visit you in new mexico? we could drink coffee and eat hippie food. we could go biking to get rid of the coffee jitters.
That is perfect. We should definitely make this happen, and we can bike to the rio and kayak down it for a couple miles before walking back upstream together.